Trying to be invisible like a Cat.

 I had no success hiding myself from the pain, people and myself. 

The pain continues, the sadness stays fresh, and my life stops here.

I am anxious to heal all that hurts inside myself.  The process is too slow and ongoing for my taste.

I want what I want now. I need what I need now. Only instant gratification will satisfy my soul right now.

If this sounds like a complaint, it is a complaint. I need satisfaction now not later.